Hello, me again.

It’s been a while since I posted anything, but I really has been struggling with anxiety, and writers block. I still have it, but I thought you miss my posts so here I am. Now drinking tea and eating cherry danish, which is delicious. This evening is perfect for watching Riverdale new season!

I’ve seen new episode today, and I’m shooked that Archie did that. I won’t spoil anything, but wow that had me on edge. I don’t know why lot of people hate this show, it’s amazing. Full of drama, and it’s contagious. Literally.


Tell me your favourite character from Riverdale. Mine for now is Betty, because she’s always helping everyone, and her love for Jughead is pretty much amazing. Also there’s new series on Netflix: Haunted House or something else, which is perfect for Halloween!

It’s a short post, but let me know in the comments what show you’re watching at the moment.

See you soon! x


Autumn Essentials.

Since Autumn is already here, I’m going to post little essentials I’ve been having my eyes on. Let’s get started.

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H&M T-shirt Exorcist https://www2.hm.com/pl_pl/productpage.0701610003.html

H&M T-shirt Buffy https://www2.hm.com/pl_pl/productpage.0657475007.html

Victoria’s Secret Up all night – The best fragrance I’m loving this season. I have it. https://www.influenster.com/reviews/victorias-secret-angel-stories-up-all-night-eau-de-parfum

Skeleton necklace https://www2.hm.com/pl_pl/productpage.0661651003.html

Blair Shoulder Bag https://global.accessorize.com/en-pl/view/product/global_catalog/acc_1,acc_1.7/5893443400

There’s been more things I’ve been loving, not what I can show though. Since October started, I began to write in my journal. My therapy & anxiety updates, my thoughts and even weather. It helps to collect my organization skills, because you have everything wrote on paper, you won’t forget it.

Example how you can keep your journal going. It’s so much fun, trust me!


Ps. I’m exploring Edinburgh next week, would you recommend me cool places there? To eat, drink my coffee or tea, and see interesting buildings etc. I’d be grateful!

See you soon x

Horror Movies and Feeling Grateful. Blogtober 6

As I finish the second piece of my carrot cake (Whoopsie) I see that I received 100 followers on my blog! That just made me sob so much. Thank you guys for reading my blog, it makes me post more and more! You’re all so lovely.


I can’t believe it, my heart is racing so hard. Okay, it’s time to calm myself and just post another Blogtober, part 6. I’ll be sharing the horror movies I love watching, but I end up covering my eyes anyway.

The Conjuring & The Nun, Hocus Pocus, Insidious, Annabelle are the movies, that I’m so scared of I’ll not watch it again. But if you’re brave enough, go ahead! I’ve always been scared of Annabelle because the dolls are creepy! If you watched Pretty Little Liars, you know what I’m talking about. I have the best challenge to do right now! I’m tagging all the bloggers. Would you rather Halloween edition!


  1. I would rather spend the night in a spooky, abandoned house. Why? Don’t ask!
  2. I would rather carve a jack-lantern
  3. I would rather be allowed to eat as much Halloween candy as you want for a week, but then have favourite treats on Halloween
  4. I would rather meet a vampire ( Damon Salvatore.. my husband shh)
  5. I would rather be a vampire ( Simple)
  6. I would rather read a spooky story
  7. I would rather have a costume that is really amazing, but also very uncomfortable
  8. I would rather have a homemade costume
  9. I would rather get 20 of my favourite treats on Halloween
  10. I would rather go trick or treating with a group of friends
  11. I would rather go to a really great Halloween party where you did not know anyone
  12. I would rather win a contest for making the best jack o-lantern
  13. I would rather have to live in a giant pumpkin (My dream)
  14. I would rather …… neither!
  15. I would rather have to wear a jack o-lantern over your head to scool, for the first three days of November
  16. I would rather help to design and make a haunted house
  17. I would rather be chased by one werewolf ( Maybe someone from Twilight?)
  18. I would rather trick or treat in a neighbourhood
  19. I would rather eat all of my Halloween candy
  20. I would rather dress up as a devil (Like Brooke Davis)

These are all the questions and my choices, I hope you guys will do it too! Let’s get to know each other more, and what do you love about Halloween.

See you tomorrow


Mental Health. Blogtober 5

October is a month for looking out for yourself. It’s not something you should ignore, never. When you’re feeling down or insecure, please don’t ignore it because mental health is your priority.

For the past couple of years, my anxiety has been growing and growing, now I don’t know how big is it. But since I’ve started going out more, to med school I met so many nice people, and I’m happy about it because I don’t have panic attacks. I’m smiling more, I’m not scared of feeling insecure anymore. So since it’s nearly half of 2018, please take a look at health and mental health.

”Plant your own garden & decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers”


Therapy update: I’ve not been in therapy for a two weeks now, and making progress is such a big deal for me, because I don’t have to tell about my problems anymore (For now) And it’s such a relief guys, you don’t even realise it. Anyone who is not coming to therapy anymore, can agree with me. I erased all the negative situations & feelings from my life, and I have a clean start.

Blogtober it’s not just an Autumnal season for me, but mental health one. Please write about your experiences, post about mental health more. Please don’t forget about it. Promise me you’ll go to therapy if you need to, promise me you’ll look out for yourself, because I’ve been in the dark place in the past, and I don’t want to go back anymore.

Make like a challenge to yourself, everyday look at the mirror and say ”I’m beautiful” ”I’m stronger” Or even write your feelings in the journal, or scream at top of your lungs just to feel good about yourself.


I hope my post helped you guys, let me know in the comments how is your mental health doing this month.

See you tomorrow x

Netflix suggestions. Blogtober 4

As a Netflix lover, I have to give you some amazing shows to watch this Fall! It’s my privilege to do it. As some of you may know, there’s new show coming on Netflix with Sabrina (The teenage witch) And it’s so exciting, because it comes on October 26th! Let’s get going.

Chilling Adventures of Sabrina

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Gilmore Girls (The best show in the history of the television, trust me, who is still shipping Lorelai & Luke? My favourite couple)


Friends (The second best show in the history of the television. Who is still laughing about Ross’s funny scenes? I mean unagi and leather pants!)


The Good Place (I love this show because of Kristen Bell, she’s an amazing actress. But the show is like 7/10 to me, but it’s nice to watch and laugh about. So no worries!)


Anne with an E – My favourite show, I’m waiting for season three. It’s such an Autumnal show, and the intro is simply beautiful. I’m obssesed with the song. Anne is an amazing character, I love Diana too!


These are all the shows, but I wanted to tell you something guys. Since I’m doing blogtober, I’ll tell you few reasons why I love October.

  • Halloween – The best reason ever! I’m not trick or treating, but it’s so nice to watch horror movies and eat lots of candy.
  • Carving pumpkins – Ahh!! The best Autumnal activity. I’m so in love with pumpkins (Soups, latte’s, pie etc)
  • It’s closer to Christmas, aka the best season ever. Oh and I’m looking for blogger to chat about Winter / Christmas. Let me know in the comments who would do it!
  • October is a cool name for a month right?!
  • Tea – I know I said lots about tea, but Im really obssesed with it!! Fruity, green, black, red, white all of them are delicious.
  • Autumn treats – All with peanut butter!


I may be doing a haul soon! I have lots of stuff to show, but no time. But I promise I’ll do it this month.

Tell me in the comments your favourite shows and why you love them.

See you tomorrow x

Books to read during the fall. Blogtober 3

The best season to read is definitely Autumn. You can’t deny it. It’s raining, and you’re drinking tea, coffee or cocoa with warm cosy blanket and your favourite book. So I’d love to recommend a few books I’ve read or heard good opinions about them. Let’s get started.

”A Spark Of Light” It just came out yesterday, but after I read the description Im getting intrigued by this. The cover is beautiful.

About A Spark of Light

The warm fall day starts like any other at the Center—a women’s reproductive health services clinic—its staff offering care to anyone who passes through its doors. Then, in late morning, a desperate and distraught gunman bursts in and opens fire, taking all inside hostage.


”The Kiss Quotient”

A heartwarming and refreshing debut novel that proves one thing: there’s not enough data in the world to predict what will make your heart tick. Stella Lane thinks math is the only thing that unites the universe.

It sounds so interesting! I’m gonna place my order soon.


”Love and Other Words”

Macy Sorensen is settling into an ambitious if emotionally tepid routine: work hard as a new pediatrics resident, plan her wedding to an older, financially secure man, keep her head down and heart tucked away.



Over the past decade, Simon Van Booy has been listening to people’s stories. With these personal accounts as a starting point, he has crafted a powerful collection of short fiction that takes readers into the innermost lives of everyday people.



Rumor has it that Francis Price discovered her husband dead and then went skiing in Vail for the weekend without bothering to call the authorities. The picture of her in the tabloids the following week captured her as glamorous and happier than ever. Sounds like a perfect wife, of course it’s a sarcasm.


So these are the books that interested me for now. I’ll update my library soon! But to be in the spirit of Fall, I’ll tell you my Autumnal song. It gets me in the spirit so much, you can listen to it anywhere. In the bus, at the coffeeshop, seriously anywhere.

Listen to it, and then thank me later.

See you all tomorrow, for part 4!

Autumn Tag – Blogtober: 2

I found a little tag to do, but it’s more of a questions than challenges. I’m enjoying doing Blogtober already! So let’s get started.

Fall Tag

#1 Favourite thing about Autumn

This has to be the leaves, and chilly days. I can finally wear my coats & scarfs. I have an Autumnal chat on my blog, but I love drinking all the tea in my big cup with cats. Snuggling in my blanket, in onesie. The best time in life.

#2 Favourite Drink

Like I said, tea and pumpkin spice latte, cocoa with marshmallows.

#3 Favourite Scented Candle

All the time Yankee Candle, this brand is incredible. My favourite scent is Soft Blanket & Winter Wonder. But there’s new ones, and I’m excited to try them soon. My room is already so warm with my Yankee candle. So so loving it.

#4 Best Lipstick

I don’t use lipsticks much, I’m more lip glosses person but I love burgundy lipsticks especially for Autumn. Let’s bring the season on!

Lipsticks I love – Tom Ford Ultra-Rich Lip Color Solar Affair, Kat Von D Everlasting Liquid Lipstick in Damned, Anastasia Beverly Hills Liquid Lipstick in Vamp and Tarte Creamy Matte Lip Paint in Frenemy – Check them out in burgundy colour. 

#5 Go to Moisturizer

I love The Body Shop so much, these products are giving me life. Lately I’ve been loving Tea Tree lotion. My skin feels already so smooth & comforting. I seriously recommend it to everyone. ”Tea Tree Mattifying Lotion”

#6 Favourite go to color for the eyes

I love putting warmer colors on my eyes, and since I have Urban Decay I love it so much. Check out @glambylauren on twitter. Her eye makeup blows my mind, literally.

insta: glambylaurenx

This is so beautiful!! Credits to Lauren.

#7 Favourite music to listen to

I love pop / rock. Even korean sometimes, but only Blackpink. I don’t mind other genres, I just listen whatever comes on on radio, or youtube.

#8 Favourite outfit to wear

I love casual style, jeans and black jumper or gray one. Im obssesed with baggy jumpers and white t-shirts. But sometimes I love putting on a dress.

#9 Autumn treat

I love this question! Definitely Reese’s Peanut Butter Halloween! Or sometimes I love to cut apples, add cinnamon and just eat it while it’s warm.

#10 Favourite place to be

Home. I’m not an out-going person, I love to snuggle in my blanket and watch Netflix, while drinking my tea.

And that’s all the questions! Im tagging all of you to do this tag! It’s been a pleasure.


See you tomorrow x